{"id":11142,"date":"2023-07-26T09:39:58","date_gmt":"2023-07-26T17:39:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/?p=11142"},"modified":"2024-11-15T21:55:40","modified_gmt":"2024-11-16T05:55:40","slug":"my-authentic-self-july-26-2023","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/2023\/07\/26\/my-authentic-self-july-26-2023\/","title":{"rendered":"My Authentic Self | July 26, 2023"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"padding: 56.25% 0 0 0; position: relative;\"><iframe style=\"position: absolute; top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%;\" title=\"My Authentic Self\" src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/848814010?badge=0&amp;autopause=0&amp;player_id=0&amp;app_id=58479\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p><script src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/api\/player.js\"><\/script><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The above video was an experiment and will not be repeated. I found that although I thought what I had written had value and I wanted to share it, it was jeopardizing the benefit of my morning pages. When I started to write the following morning I found that I couldn&#8217;t write freely and uncensored.&nbsp;&nbsp; It became apparent to me that I was attempting to write something that was fueled by ego. Perhaps this whole series was. Nevertheless I will continue with my morning pages and morning drawing in order to grow personally and artistically and hope you do the same.<\/p>\n<p>Andy<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The above video was an experiment and will not be repeated. I found that although I thought what I had written had value and I wanted to share it, it was jeopardizing the benefit of my morning pages. When I started to write the following morning I found that I couldn&#8217;t write freely and uncensored.&nbsp;&nbsp; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/2023\/07\/26\/my-authentic-self-july-26-2023\/\">Read More &#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11142","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11142"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11142\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26622,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11142\/revisions\/26622"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}