{"id":26978,"date":"2025-04-09T13:02:16","date_gmt":"2025-04-09T21:02:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/?p=26978"},"modified":"2025-04-09T13:21:51","modified_gmt":"2025-04-09T21:21:51","slug":"my-son-my-friend-and-my-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/2025\/04\/09\/my-son-my-friend-and-my-god\/","title":{"rendered":"My Son, My Friend And My God."},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nI thought about Nikolas and Marshall today. Two wonderful people who have deconstructed from this world. They are now back into all that is. All. Including the air I breathe.<\/p>\n

I breathe.<\/p>\n

I think about them being there, in all that is, and I imagine them in this world. Sitting together laughing about something they shared. I smile because I can imagine something that they would laugh about. We share intimacy.  At this moment, we are all together. There is no loss.<\/p>\n

A moment was created and I saw God.<\/p>\n

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  I thought about Nikolas and Marshall today. Two wonderful people who have deconstructed from this world. They are now back into all that is. All. Including the air I breathe. I breathe. I think about them being there, in all that is, and I imagine them in this world. Sitting together laughing about something Read More …<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[28,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26978","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-all","category-personal"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26978","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26978"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26978\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26986,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26978\/revisions\/26986"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26978"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26978"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andyrukes.ca\/greenroom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}